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January 21st, 2010

Not too long ago, I had a car.  A little red car.  It wasn’t a very pretty car, but it got me from place to place, and for that I was grateful.  One day, during a snow, I left for work as usual.  Since there was snow on the ground, I drove quite a bit slower than usual.  That probably saved my life. 

As is normal, stoplights sometimes change, and drivers must be prepared to stop when they do.  On this day, when I applied the brakes, the car didn’t stop.  Not only didn’t the car stop, it was not even facing forward anymore.  We had spun about 45 degrees to the left.  Eventually the car stopped and once my heart went back to normal, I was able to move on.   Everything in me was screaming to go back home, but I was more than halfway to work already and there were important samples arriving so I soldiered on. 

I didn’t get rid of the car just then.  I decided to stick to paved roads when it snowed and the problem seemed to be managed.  Unfortunately, when next it snowed, the problem was worse.  After that, I also noticed that the car pulled to the left even on dry paved roads.  I no longer felt safe driving that car.  I was holding on to it because it was paid for (which is nothing to sneeze at). 

It was time for me to begin my car search.  I had been burned extremely badly on my last car search in 2007, so I was not going to go through a private party to find a vehicle.  I was wary of dealerships also, and didn’t want a high pressure kind of sale, so I decided to use Carmax. 

Now, I am very ambivalent about car debt.  Cars are a depreciating asset, so they are worth less than you pay for them as soon as you drive off the lot.  On the other hand, there is a lot of sense in getting a new or newer car and driving it until it dies.  I chose the second option.  The best case scenario is to have enough cash to buy a newer car outright and keep it until it is undriveable.  That’s what I’ll do with my next car or when I win the lottery.  I think that since I’m young and have no other debt (besides a tiny student loan), I will be fine. I really hate debt, so the plan is to put extra money toward the car and pay it off early. 

Here’s what I’ve learned:

1.  Save as much money as you can to buy a car.  I had just depleted my savings to move to this city and to try to repair the old car, so I had to finance, but this is the least desirable situation to be in. 

2.  If you must finance, pay the car off as soon as you can.  I’m putting extra money toward the car, and I might also do some tutoring or petsitting for some more cash to throw at it. 

3. DO YOUR RESEARCH!  Know what car you want, the features, your needs, BEFORE setting foot in a dealership.  Also, research dealerships.  Know which ones have good reputations for customer service, reliable cars, and so on.  This can save you thousands of dollars, and keep you from ending up with a car you don’t want.

Here is my new darling:  It’s a 2008 Suzuki sx4 sedan, with 11,500 miles on it.  I know I’m going to have this car for quite some time.

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And here’s a pic of Sokka.  I took this photo over the summer, but he looks like this now, since he spent today in doggy day care.  They told me he had so much fun; I think he really needs to spend time with other dogs.  One of the attendants recognized where his name comes from, so I like the place even more. :)   I’m taking him back tomorrow, and will look into their packages.

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January 17th, 2010

Sunday Scales are now to be called conclusions of the week, because it’s not all about the scale.  Calling it Sunday Scale implies an importance to the numbers that I don’t really believe in.  Lots of things happen besides losing weight!

Weigh in: 198! Woot!  I actually didn’t expect a change, as I ate maintain weight calories for a few days, but I am glad to see this, because it meant something went right this week.

To be honest, I have had just a horrid week.  It started Monday when some of the equipment at work decided to malfunction and ruin my assay.  I tried to fix it but to no avail.  Then the repair that I had done to my car last week didn’t fix the problem and I was, yet again, afraid to drive the darn thing.  After that, strange noises woke me up two nights in a row between 4:30 and 5:00 AM.  It’s just been a week where nothing seems to go right.  Big things, Little things, nothing. 

Life’s looking up, though.  I got myself a car that I’m not afraid to drive (post coming later).  I did lose that pound.  I’ve figured out the problem at work and can catch up on my assays. 

Here’s to better days.

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January 12th, 2010

I’m switching to a cash based system of money management.  I have to.  When spending money is as easy as swiping a debit or credit card, it seems that I can’t tell myself when to stop. 

image Usually I am good at knowing my limits and when I’ve shopped enough, but the past two weeks have just thrown me for a loop. 

It started innocently enough: I wanted to buy some furniture for my apartment.  I’m not talking fancy living room/bedroom sets, but stuff you put together yourself.  Bookshelves, a chair, small t.v. stand from Target.  Somehow it snowballed insanely.  One more thing led to another to another.  It’s not like I was buying large items.  Therein lies the problem.  Little things add up quickly.   Much more quickly than you realize.  I almost had a heart attack when I looked at Mint to see the damage.  The month isn’t even half over yet!

Here’s the plan: 

Take out a specified amount of cash every week ($40-$50).  Use the credit card ONLY for groceries and gas (I get points for those).  Once the cash is gone for the week, it’s gone.  I can’t spend any more.  I should have done this earlier.  I know that I don’t spend cash as freely as credit/debit.  Even though I do prefer using a card so that I can look at spending patterns at my leisure, it has to be this way for now.  Something about physically having the bills in your hand and handing it over to the cashier makes me want to conserve it.  When I gain some perspective in a while, then I’ll slowly transition to using a card for most transactions. 

Good thing I realized this now, instead of down the road to debt.  I always pay the credit card balance each month, but I’m scarily close to not being able to do that this time. 

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January 10th, 2010

199.2!

Woo Hoo!  I finally broke through the onederland barrier!

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I’m so proud of myself this week.  I exercised most days as well as stayed within my calories everyday.  Something finally just clicked this week.  It’s like things are coming together. 

I’d been stuck between 202 and 204 for just about three months.  I won’t call it a plateau, but it was frustrating.

So happy.

I also made another change this week:  I bought the majority of my food at the natural food store.  Even though it is a bit more expensive (though not much), I am satisfied that most of what I eat now doesn’t have horrible chemical additives.  The only thing I don’t like is that the produce section of the store is tiiiiny.  However, when I was driving there today, I passed an independent meat and fruit store.  I am going to check that place out this week, because I really want to support local, independent businesses.

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January 8th, 2010

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I am totally loving this dress! 

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January 8th, 2010

image Graduates of the Class of 2009, which includes myself, enter the job market at a rough time.  Positions are few, and competition is fierce.  Though there are blips of hope that the  economy may be turning around, I think maybe the Class of 2010 will likely be in the same boat.  Everybody needs as much help as they can get, and if you’re like me, you are scouring the internet for as many tips to get that edge.  So I thought I’d share my strategy for landing a job.  I’ve not reinvented the wheel here, just customized it for my needs.  It may or may not work for you; some of my techniques may even backfire horribly for another person, I have no idea.  This was my first real job search after college.  That said, I found a job less than two months after beginning to look for one – use my tips as they suit you.

  1. Try to ride out the bad season, if you can. Getting a job was actually not my original plan.  I was going to live abroad with my sister for a while and come back into a hopefully more new graduate-friendly job market.  That plan blew up in my face due to some differences between us, and I was put in the position of having to find a job.  You may find that staying in school and going for a Masters or even straight to your PhD may suit you.
  2. Choose your city. Or at least a range of cities/regions.  If you find a job in a place that you hate, then what’s the point?  Money?  We’re much too young to settle like that.  In my case, the majority of my classmates chose NYC, Boston, Chicago, DC, etc., as their post-graduate homes.  After spending 4 years in the northeast US, I couldn’t wait to get out of there.  I know I could have found a fabulous laboratory job there, including even my alma mater, but my quality of life would not be up to snuff.  Remember, work is not all that life is about.
  3. Move in with your parents. As new graduates, many of our parents are glad to have us back home for a while, after only seeing us on holidays and breaks for 4+ years.  Use that!  Being able to live at home for free alleviates the stress of finding a place to stay/crash while looking for work.  You can now put most of your focus on finding a job.  Of course, living with parents will slowly drive you out of your mind, which brings me to my next point:
  4. Have some savings. After a while, I could not take living with my parents, as much as I love them, so I had to move.  I wasn’t even looking for jobs in the city where they live, and after some time, I realized that not being in the city where I was looking for work was a hindrance, so I moved.  I had enough in the bank for about three months of being on my own.  I consider that a minimum to have.  I know it is hard to save money while in college, but it is not impossible, and the vast majority of college students can save, even if it is a little bit.
  5. Keep yourself occupied during the search. I got a dog.  You can also work on losing some of those college pounds, if they are a bother to you.  The point is to have something going on in your life so that the eventual rejections won’t hurt so much.
  6. Apply for jobs that fit your skills. Or in other words, Be Qualified.  I’ve heard it said that you should apply for any job even tangentially related to your skills, but I believe that in this economy, that is a waste of time.  Hiring managers will throw out your application if you don’t meet the minimum qualifications, and sometimes even if you do.
  7. Update your resume/CV. This should go without saying, but maybe not.  Make sure your resume or CV is clear, and describes your skills and accomplishments accurately.  As a new graduate, it may not be very long, so make every word count.  There are tons of resources online that will help you to create a great resume, so I won’t go into much detail, but the one thing I kept in mind when making my resume was to use action words.  For example, instead of saying you were responsible for your club’s website, say you created/designed the website for your club, which now boasts 1 million hits per day.
  8. Customize your cover letters. This may also go without saying, but maybe not.  When applying for many jobs, it’s very easy to use one template letter and send it to everyone.  Do not do this!  Every job you apply to is different, so take the time in your cover letter to show why you are the best choice for that particular job.  These reasons are most likely a little different for each place.
  9. Apply for jobs as if it is your job. Every day Monday through Friday, I had a specific number of jobs to apply to.  I usually ‘went to work’ in the early afternoon, but you may choose to do it early in the morning.  I had to apply to that many jobs, even if it took the rest of the day.  Chance has a definite part to play when finding a job, but it will not happen if you are not doing your part.  I personally believe that it takes a lot of work to be lucky, and I haven’t been proven wrong yet.
  10. Keep track of your job search. I used excel to list what jobs I applied for, where, when, etc.  With this kind of list, you can avoid applying to a job more than once.  You can also keep track of when and to whom you send follow up notes.
  11. Send follow up notes. After applying for a job, wait a week or so, then email the company to confirm that they got your application.  After interviewing, the very next day, send a note to every person you interviewed with thanking them for their time.  Each of these is a chance to assert why you are the best choice for the position, because you are, right?
  12. Try to find rapport with your interviewers. I’m not saying to try to find out if they could become your best friends, but if you cannot find rapport on some level, then it’s likely that the work environment wouldn’t be the best for you.  Remember, you are interviewing them as much as they are interviewing you.
  13. Finally, don’t give up! This was the hardest part for me.  After about two weeks, I was beginning to get a little down about the process (what can I say, I’m impatient!).  But I persevered, and landed the perfect job.  I’m now a lab tech, and while it doesn’t pay the big bucks, it’s in the field that I intend to pursue when I finally decide to go on to graduate school.  The perfect stepping stone, so to speak.

That’s it.  That’s how I found my job.  It basically boils down to this: Work hard, follow your intuition, and you will eventually find the job that is just right for you.

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January 6th, 2010

I’m more or less done fiddling around with the template here.  I’ve added a short phrase to the header image:  Living Deliberately.

imageLiving deliberately means making every thing I do count.  It means not allowing complacency or inertia to take over.  To live deliberately is to take the time to identify what you value and then arranging your life to reflect that.

For example, watching television and aimlessly flipping through the channels is not living deliberately.  Though the point is moot now that I don’t have cable, I would be transitioning to only watching television for a set amount of time each day instead of always having it on in the background.  The point is to not watch television just because it’s there, but to seek out the shows that I really enjoy or that I’m truly interested in seeing.

There isn’t much more to it.  From now on I’m going to do my best to really think about the things I do and evaluate whether or not they are things that add value to my life in some way before engaging.

Instead of feeling restricted or boxed in, I find so much freedom in this kind of philosophy.  Think about it:  When you are just doing something, say watching television, for no other reason than it’s there, for a lot of people what ends up happening is that they get stuck on the couch, watching show after show for hours when they could be doing something that really makes them happy.  Simply taking 30 seconds to a minute to think about why you are watching tv instead of doing something else could save those hours and redirect them to something valuable.

I first thought about this concept a few years ago (not that I’m saying I invented it or anything, it’s just something that occurred to me one day), I’ve tried to implement it from time to time without success.  I always allowed myself to get sidetracked.  Now for some reason I feel the need to really do it this time.  I don’t want to look back at 2010 with the realization that I did not stay true to myself, as I’m doing now looking back at the past many years.

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January 3rd, 2010

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Still.  Actually, I’m okay with this.  I let a lot of things get to me this past week and I wasn’t as diligent with watching the food intake.  I also let the exercise slide.  It’s times like these, when things just get me down, that show me my true strength.  Knowing that I didn’t just say ‘to hell with it all’ gives me the strength for the next time, because I’ve already gotten through it. 

In other news, today, as I was grocery shopping, I had a sort of epiphany:

Turns out, I don’t really do traditional meals.  When I eat, I tend to make for myself meals consisting of one thing.  Like a baked potato or spaghetti.  I’m more of a snacker or grazer by nature.  When I do have a ‘real’ meal, more often than not I end up overeating and feeling too full.  Especially when I was on my school’s meal plan and the food was prepared for me.  What a realization!  For the longest time I was confused about food shopping and meal planning because it is just not me.  I know that one thing that helps for weight loss is to eat smaller meals more often.  I’ve been doing this, but what happens is that I eat bigger, traditional meals on top of that.  Shopping is going to be so much easier now. 

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December 31st, 2009

Happy New Year everyone!

From time to time I get the urge to change things up a bit.  I found this awesome theme, but I’m still tweaking the header image.  I’m also finally coming to some decisions about what I want to focus on.  I doubt that there will be any big changes, just more regular posting of things I enjoy writing about most.

Stay tuned!

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December 31st, 2009

It’s that time of year when everyone decides to stop smoking, or to lose weight, etc. As a rule, I don’t make resolutions. They just don’t work for me. I am, however, constantly making goals for myself. I am a planner by nature, so I derive lots of joy from thinking about the future. I have some very specific goals for the upcoming year. They are in four categories:

Work and Career

· Go to at least 2 lectures per month. I work at a university, and there is a different lecture just about every day on something interesting. Going to these will broaden my knowledge and allow me to think about things outside my field, which brings me to the next goal:

· Read enough relevant background and research literature to be able to propose an independent project. I have the technical skills to be able to do a project, but I am new to the field. Through the university, I have access to a great many journals, books, and as stated above, lectures. Even if my project is not selected or funded, getting to the point of being able to propose one is the real goal here.

· Make career contacts. I’m going to have to do some informational interviews. I’ve known what I wanted my career to be since I was 14, but I honestly haven’t sought out real people who are doing this work. I’ve mostly read about them. It’s time for that to change. I need to get as complete a picture as I can before committing myself to over $100k of debt.

· Classes. I changed my major a couple of times in college, and as a result some (er . . many) of my prerequisites fell through the cracks. I have to take these before I apply to grad school.

Health

· Transition into clean, organic eating. The documentary Food, Inc really jolted me into wanting to be much more conscious of the things I consume. I also know that I can’t do it overnight, so by the end of the year I want to be mostly if not completely organic and sustainable in my food (as well as other areas of life).

· Complete the Couch to 5K program. I started it sometime last spring, but never got past week 3. I never liked running or jogging, but I now realize that it was because I was always one of the slowest people in gym class and the teachers always blatantly favored the more naturally gifted students. I realized about two years ago that when I can go at my own pace, I really enjoy the act of running. There’s a connection I make with my body that is just sublime. This has to wait until it gets a bit warmer, though. I may like jogging now, but I hate cold much more, and the roads/sidewalks around here are basically iced over.

· Spend time outdoors hiking/trail walking. There are so many options here it’s crazy. I’ve already found some beginner trails and I’m totally excited for it.

· Lose 35 out of the total 50 pounds I want to lose. Notice how this is the last bullet point. I don’t want to do the top three things so I can lose weight. I want to lose weight so that I can do those things and more. I’ll have to do a separate post detailing my weight loss plan.

Money

· Streamline my banking accounts. I’ve already done most of this. I’m transitioning to using the credit union affiliated with my employer. I also am using Mint to sort of track everything in one place.

· Commit to saving at least $350 every month. That’s the bare minimum, but since my expenses are low and I’m not all that spendy, I’ll probably save more. I need to rebuild my emergency fund and then start saving for a fabulous trip somewhere warm in 2011.

Extracurricular

· This blog, of course! So far it’s been more of a personal diary, but I think I now want to reach out to the online community. To do so, I’ll have to have a bit more focus and spend a little more time crafting each post. I do look forward to doing it, though. Also, I’m toying with the idea of doing a vlog once in a while later in the year. I really think it’ll be fun.

· Volunteer. I have to find a clinic to volunteer in. I totally miss it.

· Write a short story or two. The only reason I haven’t done this yet is fear. Not skills or lack thereof. Just confidence. I can write a research paper (or blog post!) like no one’s business, but when it comes to fiction, there is a mental block so solid that it might as well be a physical one. I’m dismantling it once and for all this year. I am fully aware that my first story is most likely going to be just dreadful, but the great thing is that no one else has to see it! J

So that’s my to-do list for 2010. Looking at it all together like this, it seems like I’m heaping way too much onto my plate. However, a year is longer than it seems. Each of the items is more like a baby step in becoming a better Tazmaniantigress. I know from past experience that trying to do everything at once will only end in disaster, so I’m coming at this at a more measured pace. I’ll update periodically on my progress.

What are your goals for the upcoming year?

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