Awry
Wednesday, January 27th, 2010I’ve been so off track this week. I’ve already had fast food TWICE. Last week I ate mac and cheese and felt squicky. Every time I feel like some parts of my life are a little out of control, my eating tends to be the first thing I cease paying attention to. I really have to work on that.
It’s not all bad, though. I’ve been drinking mainly water for nearly the past week. Seriously, jugs and jugs of it.
Also, I went running twice in the past week. It felt awesome, though I’ve been in pain since. I was going to go tomorrow morning, but probably won’t since it’s going to snow.
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Perspectives
Saturday, December 26th, 2009A couple of things happened this week that totally put this health journey into a very new perspective for me.
The first thing is that I just ate this soup I found at my local natural food store. It was so very delicious, creamy and satisfying; I could have sworn that it was super fatty and not really good for me. How wrong I was. Each serving of this soup is 110 calories! I’m so glad I looked at the package, because it was like a light bulb went off on top of my head like in cartoons. Good, satisfying, eating does not have to be packed with calories and other unsavory things. I knew this already intellectually, but I didn’t really take it to heart until just now. I’m so glad I did, this opens up so many options now.
The second thing that has given me some perspective is a movie called Food, Inc. This movie is about how drastically the food industry has changed in the past half century or so. For example, the thousands of items in a typical grocery store comes from just three or four companies. Most of those items contain some derivative of corn, due to the extreme subsidies given to corn growers by the government. High positions in governmental agencies whose task it is to police the industry are filled with former executives of those few companies that they are supposed to oversee. It is a very thought provoking documentary. I encourage everyone to watch it; you will come out of it with a new perspective. If you don’t, watch it again, and pay attention next time. For me, I am going to pay much more attention to the food I buy. I already don’t eat much meat, but now I am going to make sure that the meat and milk I do buy is as local as possible. I’m going to work up to eating fruits and vegetables in season, and buy as much organic as possible.
This new perspective of mine basically comes down to being much more conscious and deliberate with the things I buy and eat.
Sunday Scale #7
Sunday, December 13th, 2009Workout Video: Getting better slowly.
Eating: I’ve been bad this week. When I’m home, everything’s good, but at work, I go out to eat lunch many times. This is bad for both my weight loss and my wallet. So I am going to stop that starting now. I’ve come up with lots of lunches that I can make ahead so that I can just grab them and go in the mornings.
Weigh in – no change, thankfully, mostly because I was doing the exercise, but dammit I’m ready to see those numbers go down!
Off the Wagon
Wednesday, October 28th, 2009Not doing so well with the eating. Lots of junk going into my mouth lately.
Something about this state of limbo I’m in. It’s like nothing i do now is real, so I can do anything without consequences. But that’s not true, is it?
So I can try to get back on the wagon tomorrow.
